There's a Modest Mouse song that used to always get stuck in my head. It went:

          It's hard to remember we're alive for the first time. . . .It's hard to remember we're alive for the last time. . . .It's hard to remember to live before you die. . . .It's hard to remember that our lives are such a short time. . . .It's hard to remember when it takes such a long time. . . .It's hard to remember. . . .

Kyle told me he was okay to drive. He went, "You're more wasted than me. Plus I wouldn't want to get you in trouble."

The decisions we make.

I mean, I was really wasted too. It was so surreal. We're on the road and a split second later - BAM - we jump a median - BAM - we jump a curb.

And then there was this house.

And these sounds.

Splintered glass.

Broken bones.

Severed vains.

And that's all I know.

The decisions we make.