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I'm trying my very hardest to not lose my faith in good. It's hard when no one can be the person they say they'll be and when you yourself are included in that group. I had standards set for myself, I had rules, it seems I've broken them all and along the way left a trail of people I've hurt. I try not to feel too bad about it though. That's the way of life isn't it? We hurt each other. It's how we feel. You can't have only joy, there has to be pain. 

So I'm trying not to give up on you people. I wish you'd make it less difficult on me though, honestly. I feel like though it'll work itself out in the end and you're all just screwing everything up now so you can have happiness later.

I've had some shit happen recently that has been tough. I'm dealing though because what else can you do? You either have to deal or die and the latter isn't what I want. I was watching a movie today and the last thing they said summed up what I believe:

Ex malo bonum. 
{Out of bad comes good.}